Fear

What makes us humans to be afraid? Is it because we have been channeled to fear circumstances or be it that we have been brain washed to believe that when it’s dark outside that’s when the evil preys of innocent souls?

I might not have the question for that answer rather I don’t have the answer it will all be based on assumption and speculation. Which of course like anybody who is everybody knows that neither of the two will effectively harness the information I am going to say. But I will say that based form my research dept I have come to realize that some of it it’s true. You can agree to disagree!!!!

Now why is it that when one has to go for an interview they start to shiver and panic to a point that they loose their composure? Why do people when they do something for the first time their perspire and start feeling uncomfortable? Why is it that when some one that has authority of you comes in you get scared and even to an extent of doing mistakes just because you want put off a good picture of self?

These and many other incidences have played a pivotal role in many people day to day situations. I am also victim to that shit!! Though tend to be arrogant and want to stand my ground. Maybe the question will be what makes one superior than the next man? Is it the uniform, degrees, money or confidence?

I doubt if we as people we question ourselves why we fear? Yes I am scared of a carnivores, that what it does it munchies on living creatures and beings. I will not run after a lion, snake or any other animal and think that I will out run it. Guess what that reptile or animal lives in the bushes; it will eat you or disable you for life. What are you supposed to do when you see it, run, as you are supposed to be scared and afraid of it?

Fear surely does exist there and only there!!!! Otherwise fuck the rest, like they will want me to be scared of them motherfucking Immigration or STA officers even those that when they use the uniform to gain access to control other people. They feel like they are the kings of the jungle....Fuck you all I won’t and I will never be scared of you. I am a citizen of the world regardless the boarders that you established.

Anyway back to why we fear, when growing up they tell you that by dark you ought to be in the house so as to avoid be attacked or becoming a victim of the society. Is it because most people at night have power to harm and kill, or is it because they already know that most people are afraid of the darkness? Hence the reason they take than advantage to enhance and instill fear on a lot of people out there.

There is a big difference between respect and fear, Respect means being humble and adapting to one's culture or tradition if not religion. Fear is just allowing shit to drop of your pants because you want someone to love or like you over somebody. Hence the reason you will do or behave the way you do to satisfy their desire of authority.

That said I am on the move this is one of those transitions that I feel has been waiting for me, what will be in store where I am going I don’t know what it is? But for one thing I know is that Natty is going to work and succeed.

Jah Sons

"Pure simpli-city"

Thank you Elsie for checking and responding to my blog....I do love what you post on your blog as well. For me it’s the fact that I get to hear a different perspective of my country from a different view. Which I must say I love it!!!! You have definitely grown to an independent woman type. That’s what the purpose of life is!!!!

Simply-city" What am I trying to say, of-course I don’t know but I know that half way through this blog I will have the answer. Anyway I do believe that the simpler we are the humbler we become". That’s just me yeah!! It’s been something that I have been noticing lately that if one wades away from confusion and madness it makes life very compactable.

Now check this out......I know that to find the simplest cities one has to go out to the least modernized outskates. This is where you get humble people, nature as well as culture at its core. There is no such thing as you can’t leave without technology, guess what that’s 'bullshit'. That’s what they use to control you with, they are able to track and find you if you owe them their bills or whatever shit they want. That’s madness right there.

Like I said the last time ‘I don’t mean to convince anyone to change their lifestyle or persona’, this shit works for Natty and I will continue to exclude self from all the bad vibes around me. I know one thing for sure that I just inclined myself to like all this westernized type of living. Of-course it works for now mere fact that I am writing this blog for you all to read, guess what I ma using the fucking computer….

Simply-city is the inner you that you find from understanding yourself, environment that surrounds and holds the earth's riches. Awareness is what you reflect to people through words, actions or gestures. That’s what I will call simply-city. Finding the simple life in the city.......That life is you that city is where you live and the simple is the overall of what makes you to be you.

Jah sons

Really!!

Do you eat to live or live to eat", that’s what my mom will ask me. Vehemently did I take it into consideration what she really meant? Bless her soul I do miss her.....Anyway this one is more about what we take orally is what is killing us as the human species.

Today I heard something that made me wonder what the 'fuck' is going on with the society that we live in, now not that I don’t know what is happening its right in front of my eyes as well as your eyes. It’s called a FUS (fucked up society). How is that for a brand of people that fall under such?

The interesting news was about a lady that went to buy tomatoes, only to find that on the label its written do not refrigerate. Off-course she realized this when she got home. The fact of the matter is that she bought the tomatoes because they looked healthy and ripe deep red, only to find out that she really does not know what she is taking home.

I don’t know if you are with me or understand where I am going with shit*...Do you eat to live or live to eat? The idea that as people we don’t care what we eat is the reason why all the big companies manifest and make all these huge monies through our ignorance if not being submissive.

The tomatoes yes still is the tomatoes in shape, colour, taste (maybe) but the truth is that it’s not the very same tomatoes that they grew out there in the farm by your grandparents. This is a cloned tomato grown out of depleted soil; it’s got not minerals in it. Yes they can clone pretty much anything nowadays. In fact they have been doing this for long its just that it takes one to know the truth.

The dangers of eating this food that we have around us are not only a scary feeling but make one wonder what the end result will be? I fear for self and those that I love, I refuse to be a victim I think I once said this in one of my blogs late 08'. I know what I want to eat and certainly eat to live!!!!

It’s your choice as an individual to decide what works best for you, its either pork or greens, sugar or natural sweeteners. One can not afford to get ill or sick in America!!!!

Sons of Jah

True dat!!

That so true what you said there Khatiti “whats common sense to me to someone might just be utter shit!" But the fact remains that the very person will demand that part of common sense before the end of the day.

I know that as people we vary hence the dramas that we evoke by the day of our lives, I don’t mean to make self perfect I don’t think I will ever be. The bottom line is that I aware self of where I am, what I am doing what I say, who I say it to. Let alone how I say it!!!!!

Just as much as I refuse to be hurt, why should I do that to the next person, right there its common sense is that not it? Anyway you Khatiti you are a very intelligent person I knew that what I say to you is already something that you have known and made sure that you eradicate and clear out of your life. You are one happy person, off-course as people we have days when we don’t feel like being outside, talking, laughing or doing anything at all.

I am happy to know a person of your age who is very adamant and willing to be the person that they know they can be. All said and done change is what we create and make if not plant. That’s the reason I am moving to DC to get my change.

Elsie I know that you were busy when I was in SA its all good and al the best of power with your new business, I know that if you put your heart to it the results will be great.

My e-mail address is nattyire@gmail.com

Are you going to be in SA by the 2nd week of March? I am coming to perform at the Dance Umbrella.

Jah bless

Bye 08' and Welcome 09'

It’s not like we are going to start floating on air or feel anew form the waters that we drink... Listen its all just the same old vibe Happy New Year to all that I have to respect because some have lived not to see this day.

I guess I can speak out loud on that one, but hey that’s how the remote is being controlled by the almighty. I am happy to be here and still have aspiration let alone hopes to make a difference in life and to those that will cross my path.

Life is something valuable but we really don’t have to fear loosing it, if it happens to come one's way just look at it as another phase of your life. What better thing to do live or be in the unknown?

I know that I have so many endeavors to accomplish this coming year, this stemming from the move I am about to take, yes its happening I can believe it. I will knock in all the doors until I have what I want; it’s been a long time coming. Mind that this is not a resolution but what has been on the pipeline for a very long time.

God, Allah, Jah, Buddha or whoever you believe in May they watch over us and looking forward to a blessed and hard but fun year. All the best till that time we are going to run for our lives because the government is out there to control us.

Jah Bless

"Amawaza"in

There comes a time when one wonders as to how people use their placebo, I don’t know if "use" is the right word. I do believe that Placebo is what we have in our brains. Anyway the bottom line is that as fucked up as it may one still is surprised by the infuriating mentality of human kind.

I know that I do add up to that % of human kind, but guess what, I refuse to fall victim of circumstances. Its just pure ignorance man!!! One might wonder what I am fussing about. It’s not really a fuss but a summary of what goes through the day of Natty's life.

Remember I tend to aware myself of instances, by doing so stepping away from all those fucked booby-traps. I just can’t stand people who don’t use their brains; one might as well have a chicken brain, that’s what my grandmother will. Why? Because when a hen is searching for food, it scraps it backwards covering it with more soil.

I understand that as people we are different, but fuck that we have the same mindset but just choose to be fuckin different for no apparent reason. I don’t condone differences, but when it comes to common sense please you can’t justify that bullshit.

Jah sons

"Long time"

Its been a long time contamplating a move, now is the time. If this does not get done by now then its never ever going to happen.

I am not going to stale here and not make any produce of work that will stabilise the future of self and those i love.

Natty