"Realisation"

It's a wow to the mind and body after having gone through a deep phase of my life, i now see life and things from a very deep and obscure perspective.

Checking the everyday things, how people do, take, give,and void intrigues and stimulates a deeper thought in me. Why am i saying all of this? While in South Africa this past three weeks i was in the company of people that i love yes!!!! respect no doubt!! above all very intellectual. I mean the likes of my siblings who are forever conceptualising and finding the simpler and finer ways of living. I have much love for all my siblings despite the distance between us, everytime we come together that tranquility prevails.

They have fear for the Almighty, knowing that what they do is provided by him. They are thankful for what is theirs without having to obligarate their own intergrity on things that are not worth possesing. What is treasure to them is life and that happy healthy smile.

Then there is my brothers from my other mother, oh what can i say about these brothers??? Smart is an understatement word, the guys they turn a bark of a tree into a pencil without having to process it. Thats how they revolve their world. Its something that i can not even describe on this blog......All i know is that sitting with them you realise that what you thought you new is really nothing, well let me say this " sitting at that balcony which i am glad to have been part of during its launch 2 weeks ago in Melville, Johannesburg. Anyway the sitting alone pops up topics that are very general. But the end of the day the topics will have been scutinised and flossed not to mention giving a different look to what the topic meant before".

Now at this culture of Balcony you not only get educated but you are given the will power to converse. Thats what is lacking with most of us people that conversational will power. Its not that people are shy or secluxive, they just dont know what to say or respond about. The whole idea is to be open minded as nothing is kicked to the curb at this culture. Well let me say the Milk Stout goes well with these kind of talks, as for my sister Themsa she will take her Heineken. I have great respect for this lady. Very wise and when she talks you hear pride, confindece. The brothers i am talking about are Thembinkosi and Lindani.

Off course along the way i got to meet my Xhosa ital brethren Mzi! that brother speaks with eloqunce. I miss home right now i must say!!!!!. Hence the reason i never wanted to come back this time through. Now you see there is a missing link to the above two paragraphs......Mandla he was one person missing in this trip.

What i know is that the passing of my dad brought a whole new image and persona. He will always be missed this i know. Now i know that our hearts will be at ease knowing that he is no longer in pain.

I will pen off right here, even though i can still write and write.

Jah sons