What the fuck!

People come on, i mean whay all this hate.....you will never gain anything form all this spite. I never thought i will be writting such a hurtful blog anytime soon. Thats not to say i was not going to!!!!

Anyway i just dont seem to understand whay the human species is so full of hate, jeulousy to name a few. Why cant we for once if not always be appreciative of the positive and cast away that damn negativity.

The fact that as people we will always focus on the down fall of the next man, thats lame! right there. I will never ever have thougfht that some people will look at degrading poor souls who are just trying and doing what they feel makes them humanly.

Know what let bygones be!!! I will leave this blog as it is, by this i mean i will not correct any grammar or spelling, thats by choice. I wish these haters will read my blog sometime.

Hey Elsie what going on, will be seeing you soon, Khatiti whats up hope all is well with you too. Be blessed.

Virginia"

I am in Virginia today till tomorrow afternoon, well being here its remarkable in a way considering that this was once a Red state" now Blue. Wow!! anyway i am going to do what i do and be gone as always. Teach and be joyful.

Jah Sons

Africa mourns"

I was not aware not because of ignorance, but due to the frantic state I have been lately. I am applying for jobs here and there still practicing my massages on the side, not to mention teaching at the Juvenile system.

Not only is South Africa missing the sweet melodic voice that echoed the 50's and 60's, The presence, respect above all her dignity. It was brought to my awareness today should I say an hour ago. News that Miriam Makeba passed away, yes it’s sad for us as fans and dedicated listeners. I am sure it’s more than a loss to her family, let alone the legacy she held.

Miriam Makeba is one of the first ladies that brought South African traditional music to the western hemisphere. Through working with the likes of Belafonte she managed to cross shores to other parts of Africa and Europe. Her music was not only smooth to listen to, but it carried courage and hope. See she moved from SA due to apartheid, while in exile her passport was revoked by the South African government of that time, later on to have her citizenship revoked. Neither any of these events shatter her down, she fought her case all the way to the UN courts.

Can you imagine that she had 10 honorary citizenships, this just show how much of an impact she was to the countries she lived and work with. She was not only a musician but an ambassador, fought for the human rights, freedom and the right to be heard as a woman.

Miriam Makeba died while performing in Italy yesterday, how special is that?, I know its death but die doing what you love. That’s what I call a peaceful death, coincidence of it all she was performing in protest of the Italian Mafias who are killing and disturbing peace in a town in Italy. So she was invited specially in Italy, after having sung one of her famous songs 'pata pata' she passed out. They managed to get her to the hospital after doctors having failed to bring her back. She finally gained consciousness and was then given some medicine unfortunately it was the time and day for her to go. She passed out again this time forever.

I feel blessed why? I performed with Miriam Makeba at one of the shows that she organized to honor Dorothy Masuka, another veteran of traditional African music. This was in 2001 two weeks before I left for London to study at the Place. The likes of Hugh Masekela were part of the show just to name a few.

This is what I call true death, not what happened to Lucky Dube who was shot by stupid fuckheads for his car.

May your soul rest in peace and your music will forever change the world" I wish I die the same way as her die during a dance performance thats what I call a special death.

Jah Sons

Allow history to take place"

Can anyone think of any reason why there is such a humongous group of people who are denying the Democratic win? the fact being whats there to hate about? The bottom line is that you are still stuck in America, off-course if you want to vent your anger of denial move to another continent.

It’s actually the best solution, instead of giving us your mean looks, attitude let alone vibes. I am going soft on this one because I know that there is a lot to vent from this presidential win. I am happy that change has been done and I am sure it will continue for as long as there are people who want to make that change to happen.

If I was writing on paper I would have said “I pen off". Seeing that I am typing I guess I will say I "finger off" That sounds a bit off key but who is to tell me what to write, I am practicing my moral liberal rights.

Jah Sons

Happiness"

If only we can explain the word happiness" the same way the dictionary does, I figure it will make and mean a difference even to the blind man. Actually the blind man is probably the happiest man alive, regardless of wealth and all that shit!! They don’t see all this madness.

Right now I am going to flip on and off as I want to write this page based on what my two fellow friends have commented on previously. Those were two heavy comments Khatiti and Elsie.

Khatiti wrote: "I can constantly be reminded that there are people out there that have knowledge other than what the "so-called history books" teach us".

Natty: My point here will be simple the world is fuelled by what one person thinks and believes. For the mere fact that they had the ability and authority to amend that system of making people absorb someone else's knowledge is by far the most dangerous thing. I do believe in reading, do not get me wrong but the question is what are we reading? As people we tend to divert from reading very educational sources that have been written by people of our own speciesand creed.

I will not obligate anyone to read what I read, but my question is is how many whites, Asians and Latinos read what black man write? The percentage is very little, only those that are open minded because they diversify their being and world. Most people of colour read information that satisfies the materialistic world? All the shit that Hollywood portrays and need I say that they have found a market in us believe me you..

So backing off to your statement it’s true that there is good a bunch of people that are knowledgeable because of what they believe and what they read. You are one of those smart people, because you have a very dense and immense vocabulary. Which I know will save and build your empire.

Elsie you wrote "I am always thinking of the future and what I am going to be. But...I forget the present. In the past days, I am appreciating the present. I am seeing my blessings.

Natty: Its a true statement that you mentioned right there Elsie, we are so easily taken by the notion of what is going to, or what we want to happen in 5-10 years time. I am victim of that circumstance myself. But I will confess that I try not do but try by all means to rechannel myself away from that mentality. You see it’s easy to live in the future, guess what that’s a safe haven for us when we want to get away from what is bothering us at present. So to avoid dealing with the present we take a mind cruise to some distant land. The question will be does that help? us not at all.

With that said it all depends on how we venture ourselves into the future without having to get stuck there and forever. I guess as for you Elsie I really appreciate your courage, its rare that you will find a young black woman who is doing what you have put yourself in. This is what I call determination and courage. You are a strong person and I know that the thought might have crossed your mind at times, asking yourself question like what you are doing there in SA, Did I make the right move etc, etc. This might imply to you too Khatiti because you have made that choice to be on your own and live your life based on what your dependence urges you.

Khatiti wrote:
Oppression is a funny word because as I have come to learn is only classified with a certain context of people, but when one truly sits to think about it and understand it, so many people are oppressed in so many different ways, and it’s truly unbelievable

Natty: Yes oppression does exist, for me it’s like an infection need I say like malignant cancer. Oppression is like that because it takes away the victim's dignity, pride, joy and happiness. To an extent that even when that victim is free or away from oppression they don’t realize it. Their life is already being remote controlled. That’s how fucked up this system is controlling us. I know this first hand from living and being a South African, overall these experiences have made me strong. The point being that I rebelled and choose not to be part of the number. I hate what I saw growing up seeing my parents being treated like scumbags.

Elsie: One of my blessings is reading your blog postings. It reassured of living in the present. A new day......"

Natty: Thanks Elsie I know that this blog has more to me than I ever thought. I have seen a change in my writing, vocabulary, and understanding above all being able to interpret what others put on my blog. I have a deeper interest in wanting to find what ticks and inspires Natty. Thank you and continue to support I know that there will be a line or two that will emanate change and enlightment in your day to day.

So now back to happiness? Does any of what I have written above link to happiness maybe? To sum this joint I will say " Lest be open to other things in life, allow our horizon to be challenged by situations. Through such only will we know what makes a being to be happy"? I know that my statement might be bit weak in someway or the other, Like Stevie wonder said " So what the fuss"

My dad never spoke about happiness not as far as I can remember, you want to know why? because he practiced happiness everyday of his life, I get teary every time I write a line or two about my dad. He meant a world and more to me as well as my siblings, I know being the eldest at one time he said to me, "Natty you are now the father of this whole life, your siblings will look up to you, just as much as you have trust and faith in them, I know that your presence will shade a sigh of relief and give them a sense of protection". Tell me those are not deep words? I live my life based on my experiences blending that with what my dad taught or showed me. Out of that I create a sculpture and collage my thoughts to get a masterpiece of life which I and only I can buy.

Once again reading is vital because you want to know where you are coming and going, living the present is more than fun, because you don’t want to miss the best of that present time. Oppression is there but we don’t want to allow it to control us, we have the power to change all this madness regardless of power they have over you or me, the destiny we set is ours. Sharing knowledge is one of the best pieces a man can ever have; I mean true information not some fuzzy, superficial nonsense. I have deep respect for people who seek their happiness based on true love, joy, liberality and most of all conscious thinking.

Jah Sons.

What a day"

Today was one of the best days not in my life off-course. I have had better and finer days. Anyway what made this day so different was because of the energy i got back from my students.

See now i teach at the Department of Juvenile Justice, now you talking about off the chain kids.

A new day"

I like the topic that I am about to vent about....But before that yes its true Khatiti that we venture in our lives destiny being happiness. But the question will always linger in my head, "Do we ever achieve that happiness? Guess at the most of cases it depends as to what we call happiness!!

I will not dwell into that as it’s a very likely topic for another day and chapter. I am now going to be so sweet and short about the above topic.

I walk outside and all I hear is people talking about freedom, they are sitting all I see is smiles, they are driving guess what they are flipping giving way and being all good and nice. This is something that ticks me right there>

I hope you understand by now where I am going with this? Why wait until there is something historic on land to change the people's attitude? Does is really take a phenomenal or drastic change to make people come as one? As far as I am concerned that BS!!!! Regardless what the greatest of politicians might say, we are all people and this statement has been said over and over again.

If you look back you ask yourself why in the world did people make things hard for themselves by allowing the skin and political parties to separate them?.....I love all my white friends, Mexicans, Europeans Asians. I have never seen color not even at one time only when I am giving a description of that particular person. Now the big question is for those that still believe that they live in a planet of their own, by refusing to kick differences, I have 3 words for you "You are lost".

This life is so simple and beautiful, I do complain at times but later during the day I ask myself what is it that I am whining about? I have access to work , buy what ever I need not want, I am able to travel the seas let alone mingle with friends who I a choose. Some kid or youth in some next country does not even have an extra boxer to wear. I am making an example by a simple merely underwear. I have my shelf full of socks, boxers and T-shirts. Writing about this makes me angry because as people we so fuckin spoilt.

Some kids can’t even enjoy a simple sip of coca-cola, good thing they don’t or can’t afford it, better for them as that’s the last thing they need to consume. But I guess at one time as people we will learn to know the difference between Need and Want!!!!!
I have said time and time again that I am no Saint but guess what the choices I make have kept me at easy, I know that by avoiding things that are not worthy in my life I am eradicating all the nonsense not to mention stress.

I live life by the day and never compromise my happiness for some next man, I truly believe that they never think of some next mans feelings, why because the word Sorry is over rated. I am Natty and for me everyday is a new day, despite the hardships that it might bring me take all with consideration not putting my brain to overwork.

I am the mirror of myself an image that portrays my Dad, a hero in my life and as well as my siblings. Rock to my mother, I know that if this body of mine retires form this earth I will leave a symbol to those that have known me and understood who iam. Its a pity as its a few that know who Natty is, as always I will never convince one to know me, one that I do is know who I am dealing with be it a friend or who ever. This allows me to know their vocabulary, as this will allow me to speak their language that makes them understand me. But on that note I will not compromise my dignity by allowing them to toss me and think that I will do whatever they want me to do.

Hence the reason I eliminate people that don’t care if one chooses to distance and never make any contact that’s cool, but know that with time the name in my brain fades off. I know as people we are busy but why are we so hectic its a choice, regardless how busy one can be they still have time to communicate. Instead guess what they will rather watch TV.

I know that everyday is a new day!!! Barack Obama has brought light to many!!!!

Jah sons

It can happen"

power of mind and the rhyme of words from one's mouth can and will lure you to understanding let alone believe that there is good ahead.

This is different with Obama, Y? In many ways......I am not that much of a politician but the little information I have and understand sure does get me far. I know I can converse with the very die hard politicians to a certain level.

Anyway my analogy will always vary from A, B & C let alone Z, I do believe that Obama will help bring hope to people. That’s what any citizen needs be it in Asia, Europe or Africa the leader has to instill belief and trust in his people. If the people are floating and not sure where they are going or coming, it already sends negative vibes. People will always be skeptical of the future.....For example McCain only delivered what I will call a master piece speech after the loss.

Anyway my point being that Obama might not fulfill everybody by being in the White house, there has to be time for him and his family to adjust and getting that feel of the white house as well as the ownership. But I know that as people we will be out there rationalizing the man for not doing 1 2 & 3 if not 4.

Anyway my whole point is that it can happen if you want it to happen, I can’t is a messed word that has corroded people's mind. Even made them believe that things can’t happen and we then tend to turn our backs form the good things just because we want to get it easy.


Life is more fun with hard work earned.

Jah Sons

Who is stupid?

I like what you said Khatiti on your comment that they make all the food and put all the killer colorings, they unsaturate all the oils, deep frying above all carbonize all the sodas. But "Who is stupid?”

Off course we as people we are the lost species, especially us people of color, we have been biased form the word go, regardless what some next man might sat about my statement. The idea of coming out of your house, get on the car drive to the nearby fast food franchise to buy food, this because your lazy ass is just not into cooking. That sucks big time, off course someone has to earn a living that is the employees of all these chain stores.

But how are they earning their money on, someone else's life and healthy....Now check this they have the right to do what ever they want , but we also have the right to choose what is right for our bodies. I will not convince anyone to stop eating all the Anabolic foods, who am I? Off course I am just Natty. I love the fact that I know what is good for me and even though I might not always be right. A percentage of you out there will agree with me on that note. We want to have a simple life that revolves around doing what is best for our day to day lives.

I can even recall when was the last time I went to a KFC, Bojangles, Chick'fille or any of these joints. If someone asks a favor form me to get them something from the fast food I will do so. The side effects of all the Anabolic is so severe in a long run, think of why people suffer form Diabetes, Cancer, Heart failures this is just to name a few of the conditions that are wiping America, of cause other continents that have taken lead to eating out have fallen victims to the conditions.

Anyway people I am just a devils advocate now, why I have seen a few people that have been in these conditions and realized while it was early some have actually pulled off even at the verge of loosing their lives. Guess what all it takes is changing your lifestyle. Why not treasure your own body but will rather have that car shining and filled up will all the gadgets, off-course it will at the end of the day be parked there on your drive way while your body decays six feet under ground.

I must say I have chosen this path for myself, like I said the last time "what works for me, might be some next mans poison". I exercise to my capability, mind you that I am not fat neither am I skinny, but just a regular body size.....So what I am doing is keeping the main engine serviced, that is my internals as well as my mind. As for the appearance it will come as second nature, if I feel good inside!!!!Why should I care what people say about my image.

Know it to feel, I refuse to fall victim to this unscrupulous system, this goes all the way to the pharmaceuticals, I don’t take a single drug. I mean zilch, Nada, zero. All the remedies I take for pain or coughs head aches or constipation its either Apple cider vinegar or natural remedies like Echinacea, Tea tree oil to name a few. Because these natural remedies they not only treat one condition but they end up treating the whole body making sure that the cell and tissues are clear of any harm that might bring the immune system down.

Anyway its all about choice, I love cooking at home and will always love it.....I might not be the best in the kitchen but tell you what I savor the food I cook because I take my time and think of what its effect will be in me. WATER the best juice ever made....

Jah Sons

My 3 special American students'

Having read my ex-students blog I feel this sigh of good relief.....Y? I now know that not only is she grown but she has come understand the virtualities of life and accepted the realities that life brings to her daily existence.

See I have three students that I am mentoring at present, let me put it this way these three students will always hold a special place in my heart. All because of their courage and risk they decided to take in their life. They specifically came to me and asked me if i would be their mentor. That is more than a honour to have someone look up to you and believe that you will help them to achieve their dream. Which i am happy to be part of their dream making, even though they know that they themselves have the hardest but fun work to get there.

It’s never easy for anyone to up and live to another state let alone country, talking about continent. This is what these entire three students did; I choose to retain their names as I know that they know themselves. They are at present working and doing more that good in both dancing and social lives. I never leave that aspect of socializing out Y? It’s a fundamental tool that can either make you or destroy a being.

My presence has paid dividends to many students alike, hence the reason I consider myself a global citizen regardless the BS! You see the system labels me every time I go out and in of the country/ies. You don’t f**kin scare me immigration, have every right to be where ever I want to be, its my democratic and demographic right.

I pray for you gals that you grow and become women and artist that you want to be in life it’s not easy but through perseverance it will happen.At present one is in New York, other one in DC and third one is in South Afica

Sons of Jah